Yeah, I just thought it was rather funny. Phoebe's got the best personality and Joey's the funniest and the rest are 'woo'.
Damn, my life revolves around tv. Sad? I think so.
In shadows hiding from the world,
Only coming out when it gets cold
The seas part when they hit the floor,
The voices carry on and out the door
And everything you touch turns into gold
chorus: Like the angel you are you laugh creating
A lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answer's always 'maybe')
That's when I got up and left
A beating heart and a microphone,
A ticking clock in an empty home
Still tells of these times so long ago,
Even though I've come so far,
I know I've got so far to go
And any day now I'll explode
chorus
And each and everyday will lead into tomorrow
tomorrow brings one less day without you
But don't wait up just leave the light on
'Cause all the roads that I might take
will all one day lead back to you
chorus
I seem to like this picture. Old but I still like it.
So I'm stuck finishing 8 pracs. 2 Resubmits and 6 I don't know about. 6 pracs? I was only away for 3 days! What madness! *flares nostrils and breathes heavily.
This is going to be random and out of place so try and understand. I was suppose to go get my license today, right? Yeah, I noticed how I didn't have my birth certificate, so I called my mum and she tells me she has it at her place. Oh my goodness, the frustration! THE FRUSTRATION. I can't believe how disappointed I was this afternoon. I've waited 16 years for this and delayed for about 4 months now, and I come to a "Oh, I have your birth certificate, dear". Noooooooo! And she told me she'd come over and give it to me tonight, but she didn't! I know my mum too, and I know she's not going to get around to doing it till like about a fucking week. I just hope it doesn't escalate to a good 2 and a half, or else I'd just cry and go massacre a few hundred people.
So, I got my economics test back Yesturday? I didn't fail like I thought I would, so I kind of owe Chris a hug because he spent like a few hours typing up a review for me to study off. Oh and I didn't fail english, like I also thought I would. So, school is under control. Except for the outstanding pracs that I owe Ms.M - that's enough to put me in anger management classes.
Ms. K commented my hair yesturday - or I think it was a comment? She said that it blinds her, and something about it not doing her any good since she had a headache. Haha, who said you needed weapons to take a teacher down. She commented Justin too. "So what's happening in world of Justin", Pfff said that he needed a fan club or a cheersquad. I thought it looked like she was working her 'A-game' on him, lol! Nothing else happened yesturday apart from.. scripture classes started for me. ClassD41. Justin is in my class, too! Apparently we're scripture buddies now. "We'll be scripture buddys, and we'll look for god together!" Sweet jezu5, Justin you're such a corny guy.
Relationships suck. Mine is just stable, right now I guess. I mean we're off but it's just... still stable. It would've been 3 months yesturday. I'm not worrying much about it though. I mean Andrew and I are really good friends so you know.. My friend however, isn't so much what I'd consider 'okay', like no where okay which is kind of border line that separates fucked and good. I feel sorry for him, because his girl seems to be the total slutbag. Gets on my nerves just talking about her.
Congratulations to David for passing his Drivers knowledge test and getting a learners permit! I'm so damned proud of you, ya know? (:
I find it hard to sleep during the past month. I lay in complete darkness, with socks on, tapping on the wall for a straight hour and a half - and I am still awake here! Hellooooooooo, what's the deal?
Today I'm going to get my license with David. I'm going to surely fail, dear lord. If I UNBELIEVEABLY pass, I'm going to look like the biggest shitbag on my Id photo. My school ID photo arrived this week. Let me tell you now, I look like the biggest dumbarse everrrrrrrrrrr. I'll bloody store this photo away for a long time and only ever touch it in an emergency - and I mean EXTREME emergency.
School isn't as great as I had hoped it would be especially now that exams are over. For now. I'm only proud of hospitality and maths results and the rest are just average. I'm not complaining - It's good to know I haven't failed.. yet.
The group is still distant from each other. We're all separated still, and only ever come together to dump our bags ontop of one another. Everyone seems to be paired up and I'm the wanderer. WOOOO (unenthusiastically, of course). I think we were meant to have our little picnic thing today, no? Yesturday, I meant. Reason - Jennifer-is-broke. Whenever we attempt to do something together, it always involves money. Fuck.
No more news. Wait one more - Andrew and I have decided to have a 'temp. break'. I don't know if it will be temporary because I'm really indecisive. Neh.
HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!
On an entirely different subject;
God, this is like sex to my eyes/ears. One word for Nguyen Lam; awesome.
Yeah, this pretty much sums up what I've been doing today. Youtube. I bought new red pens today, as well. Two, infact. I'm always losing my red pens, damn it - TAKE MY BLACK OR BLUES I HAVE PLENTY TO SPARE BUT STEP OFF MY RED PENS, FAR OUT. Yeah, red pens and tictacs. 2.90 woweeeee.
Physics in about an half an hour.
I just had to share this with you guys.
- [T.S.G] Physxx | Your promises are all played out, You've got your wish and you've worn me down says:
yes.
- [T.S.G] Physxx | Your promises are all played out, You've got your wish and you've worn me down says:
i..like crap
Okay, the secret's out now. Go spread the word my little minions! This boy likes crap - so, I'd make sure my shit is flushed if I was you (we don't want a ranga ransacking our toiletbowls, do we?). And yes, there is more to this boy than just ranga hair and overpriced sundaes.
.. I KIDDING. Lol, shit happens. You're an alright guy. Abit rude and cruel - sometimes barbaric, but you're still a fairly alright guy. Haven't exactly thanked you for listening/reading (you know what I mean), when 'no one' would. But, you know I'm thankful - but I'll say/type it anyway. Thanks, Patrick :D
Today was blatantly stupid. English exams I'll tell you now so you guys can refrain from asking me 'how it went'. FINE. IT WAS FINE. I'm not going to say much about it because.. I obviously didn't get my mark back therefore, I wouldn't know how I went. As for the story? Please, don't ask me what I wrote - I obviously forgot (I say obviously, because.... SINCE WHEN DON'T I FORGET?). I know one thing's for sure. It was about love - unrequited love to be exact (and the main character was Viriya). I had trouble talking about love because I was afraid I'd portray a very biased view on love and blah blah blah.
What is love? I think it's just like a mountain. Climbing that mountain is hard, yet falling from it is easy; quick and easy. The higher you climb? The more challenging it is, but the higher you climb the harder it is on you when you fall. CATCH ME, PLEASE. So why do we enjoy loving or beingloved? Is it for the thrills? TELL ME WHY! Oh how dramatic.
We're all subject to loss and pain; it's inevitable so stop pondering and thinking "life is just so sad and it's completely over" (nudge anonymous) and that you're the only one that's hurt. BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT. Go cry a fucking river, but don't drown everyone in it. I'm trying to help you but all you're doing is making me feel fucking useless. You make it obvious that you're hurt and it's obvious you want me to help or notice. OKAY, IM NOTICING - what now? I try to be nice and all you do is give me the shits for no reason. I hate that about you despite the fact that you're so nice when you want to be. AND YOU TALK TO ME AFTERWARDS AND PRETEND EVERYTHING IS OKAY, AND WHAT YOU SAID - I TOTALLY FORGOT!? fat fucking chance, you asian. WHY DO YOU NEED TO BE IN LOVE FOR? WHY ARE YOU RUSHING INTO IT. WHY MUST YOU? WHY ARE YOU? I'm sorry to be the one to tell you, but having a boyfriend/girlfriend is not always number one priority. You're foolish and gullible. You exaggerate how life is just sooooo bad for you cause' you either don't have enough friends, don'tlike where you live, dont enjoy your life as much as you think you would have if you were somewhere else (okay maybe I understand change was really slack with you, so I'll cut you some slack with these) and the fact that you don't have a girlfriend? PSSSSH. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? whatever..
you make me angry now.
Anyway, on an entirely different subject..
IS HE JUST THE CUTEST THING? LOL, don't kill me.
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